one thousand years...

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Thu, 24 Dec 2009 07:16:38 GMT

i'm bored so i figured i'd check how the lj crowd was doing. i read that thread on micky katz's journal about god while listening to dr. buzzard's original savannah band which was pretty cool. and oh yeah, tomorrow is christmas! also pretty cool. 3 of my 4 grades posted so far, all of which were more than i bargained for. pretty cool. i've been in a pretty cool mood in general lately. it's a slow realization that my happiness is something that i can control, rather than thinking that the changing of the weather determines it. there are those rainy days of course, but that's part of being human, ya know? i still spend a majority of time making music, it's become a healthy habit. i just wish it wasn't all done on a screen. the atmosphere of being in a room with a bunch of my best friends is where it's at. hence why i love apb sessions so much. alright my attention span's been shot. see all you guys around hopefully within the next few days. hope you're having an awesome holiday season. even da jew and da muslim.

ps to da jew - sorry that the hawaii thing didn't work out for me. i hope it's awesome.

pps to da world - anyone else love this kobe/lebron dunking on reindeer commercial? i do.

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 06:26:22 GMT

i fucking always type out long ass entries and just delete them. what the fuck.

bottom line? i think i'm done with this slump of mine..

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 00:20:19 GMT

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mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 14:40:12 GMT

alvee's right, livejournal is really lame now. so this is me doing my part to keep the flame alive. i've felt really indifferent lately. about school, work, life in general i guess. i could just run in circles about the stuff i've talked about many times in my entries, but rhetoric can only accomplish so much. i'm not saying that i'm throwing in the towel with it all, but i feel like the time for me to be that change i want to see in the world becomes more immediate everyday. with that, i'm still trying to enjoy myself as much as possible in the present, yet trying to progress as a human being in general, too. i still become terrified of the future every so often, and i don't know if i can ever shake that. which sucks. but each time i start to feel like that, i've been able to take how i feel and transfer it into some serious creativity. which is a really good feeling. i have to get ready for class. this has been a strange entry, but i kind of like how it was coming out so fuck y'all.

edit - i miss a lot of people. i hope all of you guys that i don't see a lot are just enjoying yourselves right now. alright see ya.

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 04:26:38 GMT

i sometimes plea for the world to be as motivated as possible.

bah bah bah

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 03:53:30 GMT

so i was reading an article in game informer before and it got me really thinking about rock band/guitar hero. all in all, fuck those games. i feel like they're just breeding a new generation of kids that are gonna have a lesser understanding of what it is to truly make music. they're definitely fun as hell, don't get me wrong. but forreal? in my opinion, all they'll really do is add to the extreme laziness that so many people already suffer from. it just seems like everything is becoming more and more based around doing as little as possible. is the fate of the chord to be represented by the push of a button? fuck that. go buy a god damn guitar at a thrift store like the old days and start a real band you little bitches. and if you don't play a guitar? that's no excuse. start a ska band. just don't sit inside all day and try and get perfect on 'through the fire and flames.' the rock gods are up there somewhere, shaking their heads..correct me if i'm wrong.

best job application question ever..

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 18:22:16 GMT

How often do you currently use cocaine, crack or other illegal drugs (LSD, speed, amphetamines, ice, etc.) while at work or just before?

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 04:14:35 GMT

"A billion people died on the news tonight
But not so many cried at the terrible sight
Well mama said
It's just make believe
You can't believe everything you see
So baby close your eyes to the lullabies
On the news tonight"

this song kinda fits how i felt today while i was at the dentist watching the news...it can be really depressing seeing all of the awful stories that fill newspapers and tv stations. maybe that's why i've been in a shitty mood all day. or maybe it's because my parents found out i'm unemployed. or maybe it's just because i was at the dentist in the first place. either way. not a fun day. how does the beach sound to everybody on friday? i need a pick me up. still just makin' music. music music music.

ps, alvee. i hope your blog ends up being awesome. but when you're sipping on the hard stuff with p. diddy, don't forget about bill cosby...

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Fri, 24 Jul 2009 16:51:14 GMT

i just had a weird thought. kind of random and philosophical but oh well. i started thinking about all of the issues that society is faced with. not even just in today's day and age but all throughout history. like the ongoing existence of racism, diseases for which cures have not been found, etc. things of that caliber. and of course these things are bad and cause a lot of anguish and despair...but. without the existence of the negative, it's almost like there'd be nothing there to drive someone to better themselves or the world. i feel like living in a world without bad things would leave people content with the mediocre and without a drive to rise above. because there would be nothing to rise above. shit, it feels like there's too much of people accepting mediocrity as it is. i guess you could go on to talk about god and whatever, too, but i always end up running in circles there. alright that's all. oh yeah, and i put up a bunch of the beats i've worked on up on myspace..it'd be cool if you guys checked them out and told me what you thought or something. i'm kind of proud of some of the stuff. http://www.myspace.com/goosebeatz

okay. later.

just acknowledging awesomeness

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Fri, 17 Jul 2009 14:21:38 GMT

"as I spy from behind my giant robot's eyes
I keep him happy 'cause I might fall out if he cries
Scared of heights so I might pass out if he flies
Keep him on autopilot 'cause I can't drive
Room enough for one I tell my homies they can't ride
Unless they sittin on the shoulders but that's way too high
Let's try not to step on the children
The news cameras filmin
This walkin project buildin
Now there's hoes sellin hoes like right around the toes
And the crackheads beg at about the lower leg
There's crooked police that's stationed at the knees
And they do drive-bys like up and down the thighs
And there's a car chase goin on at the waist
Keep a vest on my chest
I'm sittin in my room as I'm lookin out the face
Somethin to write about
I still got some damage from fightin the whitehouse, just a daydream"

haven't updated in awhile..

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Wed, 15 Jul 2009 01:28:40 GMT

feel like this says enough though -

let's watch this one night.

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Fri, 22 May 2009 19:03:10 GMT

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Sat, 16 May 2009 00:14:44 GMT

i've come to realize that life is a matter of being content with where you are right now. i've always had trouble looking back on times that i know were awesome and asking myself, "damn. where'd the time go?" but when you're on a ride that doesn't stop for shiiit, all you can truly do is make the most out of where you're at. 'cause really, what can you do? by pondering the questions of life and death too much, you leave yourself open for time to pass you by without any remorse.

"you tell me time never waits, that's okay 'cause i don't wait for time."

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Sun, 10 May 2009 16:53:17 GMT

i realized that i can talk as much as i want about my dreams and aspirations but until i can make shit happen words mean nothing. you can't expect the world to turn in your favor unless you take action yourself.

one more week of school. it's on this summer.

let's do a science project.

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Tue, 28 Apr 2009 02:41:38 GMT

A:

Ants are not very fast, that is true but actually if every living thing, people, animals and insects were the same size the ant would be the fastest thing on earth.

Ants are not very fast.
They go about one inch every 2 seconds.
This factor depends on if the ant is carrying anything. (food etc.)

..Just pushing off this stupid paper.

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 17:21:53 GMT

i just started thinking about a show that would be awesome. instead of charles in charge, it's called chan in charge. and it's just some asian guy named chan. and his awesome life.

edit - this awesome guy is indeed jackie chan. also, 80 degrees today? what? idk if can even finish school if the weather is gonna be like this. seriously

alright alright..

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 02:33:37 GMT

i haven't posted anything lately, so i figured i'd give you guys an update of my life as of late. like you care though, right? at this point i use livejournal simply to keep up on my friend's lives that i don't see too much during school, but what kind of friend would i be not to do the same in return? for the record, alvee, your entries are still the best. whether it be a ridiculous dream entry, to a rant about porn, you speak truths that many others are afraid to speak. and for that, i give you major props. anyways. this semester is a month away from being over. and to be honest, aside from one class, i've got it by the ballz(knock on wood). just gotta keep the work ethic going for a bit more, then i want to see nothing but madness until september. seriously. let's fuckin' go crazy everybody. alright i typed out some more after that about turning 21 and shit but fuck it, bottom line let's just have fun.

not awesome

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Sat, 07 Mar 2009 18:45:17 GMT

..yeah. i'm about done with kanye for now.

awesome

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Fri, 06 Mar 2009 02:45:47 GMT

lets do this today

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Mon, 02 Mar 2009 19:53:04 GMT

http://www.adultswim.com/video/?episodeID=8a2505951f5b2d23011f5bcbee8e0029

an oldie.

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Mon, 02 Mar 2009 07:18:24 GMT

"And when you wake up
everything is gonna be fine
I guarantee that you wake in a better place
in a better time
So you're tired of living
feel like you might give in
well don't
it's not your time"

still awesome.

christopher, you're gonna be a *************** someday..

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 03:56:25 GMT

"The weekend is the weekend
And it’s sunny in the park
I’ll stay here with my beer and fish and chips till it gets dark
I’ve got a lot of homework
But homework he can wait
I never start my homework till its already too late
My parents say think about your future and my teachers say the same
But it’s hard
When there’s a basketball game at the park
It’s 1998
And everybody’s saying:
“Harry, you’re gunna be a lawyer someday…”

It’s Monday bloody Monday
And there’s two things I forgot
I forgot to do my homework
And I only got one sock
I’m halfway through a test
But I just can’t concentrate
While sitting next to Fontaine
I want to ask her on a date
I really want to start a conversation
But each time she walks past
I start choking on my pencil
And fall flat on my ass
I need to concentrate
If i dont get this grade
Then I might fail to be a lawyer someday...

But just right now
Can’t think of anything better to do
Than just sit down at the piano and a write this tune
And maybe later
Maybe later in the afternoon
I’ll sit back and relax
And think of all the things I’m going to do…

Someday…
I’ll buy an old car
Someday…
I’ll get that car to start
Someday…
I’ll learn how to drive too
And then Someday…
Imagine all the things I could do."

a song could not speak to me more!!! i love it.

gay-rod.

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Tue, 10 Feb 2009 02:55:01 GMT

steroids ruined baseball for me.

sally brown is a girl in town...

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Sat, 07 Feb 2009 17:39:08 GMT

i really like my schedule this semester. i've been on top of my homework game so far, too. i know i said that last semester, but i mean it this time. i'm actually interested in most of my classes, and all of the work is pretty straight forward...do the homework and you'll probably get a good grade. pathetically enough, this is a true test of my will power. i haven't consistently done homework ever. literally ever. but i'm determined to see how it feels when i sign on solar and see straight a's. i'm probably just going to get roaringly drunk in my home and start throwing plates and stuff. and take a three-pointer with a watermelon.

since no one's really been going out lately, i've been playing more video games, too. i've decided that i'm not going to be playing much call of duty 4. so it'll mainly be fifa 09, maybe some halo, and a bunch of old school games.

my cousin is really pressing me to come to bonnaroo with him. and i really want to go. i'm thinking about just asking my parents to get me a ticket for my birthday. bruce springsteen, the mars volta, beastie boys, mgmt, snoop dogg, coheed. definitely enough to make me go. mike L, you should definitely look at the lineup there are definitely some bands playing that you'd appreciate, too.

alright i've already typed way more than i had first planned. hope everyone's having a great awesome cool uber semester so far.

btw, listen to laurel aitken.

for all y'all.

mmbcatch22@yahoo.com — Tue, 20 Jan 2009 19:10:03 GMT

"Whoever undertakes to set himself up as judge in the field of truth and knowledge is shipwrecked by the laughter of the Gods."