alvee's right, livejournal is really lame now. so this is me doing my part to keep the flame alive. i've felt really indifferent lately. about school, work, life in general i guess. i could just run in circles about the stuff i've talked about many times in my entries, but rhetoric can only accomplish so much. i'm not saying that i'm throwing in the towel with it all, but i feel like the time for me to be that change i want to see in the world becomes more immediate everyday. with that, i'm still trying to enjoy myself as much as possible in the present, yet trying to progress as a human being in general, too. i still become terrified of the future every so often, and i don't know if i can ever shake that. which sucks. but each time i start to feel like that, i've been able to take how i feel and transfer it into some serious creativity. which is a really good feeling. i have to get ready for class. this has been a strange entry, but i kind of like how it was coming out so fuck y'all.


edit - i miss a lot of people. i hope all of you guys that i don't see a lot are just enjoying yourselves right now. alright see ya.